Writings

What Ru Shi Writes

Whatever comes to mind. Sometimes a story I read, sometimes something that came to me while holding my mala beads.

All Writings

Not the Wind, Not the Flag: A 1,300-Year-Old Line That Half-Cured My Internet Rage
Zen Stories

Not the Wind, Not the Flag: A 1,300-Year-Old Line That Half-Cured My Internet Rage

Last night a twenty-word comment kept me up past midnight, my finger hovering over “send.” Then I remembered Huineng's line: not the wind, not the flag — your mind is moving. Why does a sentence from 676 CE read like it was written for the age of algorithms?

10/1/20268 min
One Word Off, Five Hundred Fox Lives: Baizhang's Wild Fox Koan
Zen Stories

One Word Off, Five Hundred Fox Lives: Baizhang's Wild Fox Koan

An old man attended Baizhang's lectures for centuries. He said he was once an abbot who answered a student's question with one wrong word — and fell into a fox's body for five hundred lives. Baizhang changed a single word, and the fox was free. What's the difference? I sat with it for two days: one wants exemption, the other is simply awake.

9/26/20267 min
ChatGPT Asked Me What "I" Means. I Told It the Answer Zen Spent 2,000 Years On
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ChatGPT Asked Me What "I" Means. I Told It the Answer Zen Spent 2,000 Years On

A friend was chatting with ChatGPT when it turned the tables: "When you say 'I,' what do you mean?" Fifteen hundred years ago, a man knelt in the snow asking the same thing. Bodhidharma said: bring me your mind, and I will pacify it. Huike searched — and could not find it. The moment of not-finding is the peace. Not wordplay. You can actually try it.

9/10/20269 min
You Can't Polish a Brick into a Mirror
Zen Stories

You Can't Polish a Brick into a Mirror

My meditation app says 1,095 days in a row. Staring at the number, no pride came — only the memory of an old Zen master who, thirteen hundred years ago, sat polishing a brick in front of a young monk. A brick can't become a mirror. So how does sitting make a Buddha?

9/2/20265 min
Clouds in the Sky, Water in the Vase
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Clouds in the Sky, Water in the Vase

A Tang dynasty governor climbed a mountain to ask "What is the Way?" The master pointed up, pointed down, and said eight words: clouds in the sky, water in the vase. We keep feeling real life is somewhere else — maybe it has been in the vase in front of us all along.

8/28/20267 min
Who Tied You Up
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Who Tied You Up

This morning, while wiping my mala beads, a phrase suddenly surfaced in my mind. "Who tied you up?" Four words. Strange to say, but they floated up fr

6/3/20266 min
Su Dongpo and Foyin: Eight Winds Cannot Move Me, One Fart Crosses the River
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Su Dongpo and Foyin: Eight Winds Cannot Move Me, One Fart Crosses the River

Su Dongpo thought he was enlightened and wrote a poem declaring "the eight winds cannot move me." Foyin replied with two words: "Bullshit." He immediately crossed the river to confront his friend. This ancient story feels like it's about me.

6/1/20268 min
Grinding a Brick into a Mirror: When Someone Told Mazu Daoyi That Sitting Won't Make You a Buddha
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Grinding a Brick into a Mirror: When Someone Told Mazu Daoyi That Sitting Won't Make You a Buddha

A young monk sat in meditation every day. An old monk sat next to him, grinding a brick. If grinding can't make a mirror, can sitting make a Buddha? This Tang Dynasty story made me wonder—am I grinding bricks too?

5/26/202610 min
Your Own Treasure: Dazhu Huihai and the One Who Searched Outside
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Your Own Treasure: Dazhu Huihai and the One Who Searched Outside

A monk asked Zen Master Dazhu Huihai how to attain the Dharma. Huihai said: "Your own treasure, why not open it?" This story stayed with me for a long time. What we've been searching for might never have been out there.

5/25/20269 min
Danxia Burning the Buddha: When Winter Was Cold, He Chopped the Wooden Buddha for Firewood
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Danxia Burning the Buddha: When Winter Was Cold, He Chopped the Wooden Buddha for Firewood

In the Tang Dynasty winter, Zen master Danxia chopped a wooden Buddha for firewood. The abbot shook with anger, but Danxia said he was burning it to get the relics. This is not sacrilege but a question about attachment and freedom.

5/24/20268 min
The Man Who Lived in a Tree
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The Man Who Lived in a Tree

The Tang poet Bai Juyi visited a Zen master who lived in a tree. The master said the tree was safe — it was Bai Juyi who was in danger. A truth a three-year-old can speak, but an eighty-year-old cannot live.

5/23/20269 min
What the Thief Left Behind: Ryōkan and the Moonlight at His Window
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What the Thief Left Behind: Ryōkan and the Moonlight at His Window

A man so poor he had nothing but moonlight, and a thief who found nothing worth stealing. The night Zen monk Ryōkan lost his last robe and saw the richest view in the world through his window.

5/22/20267 min
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