Writings

What Ru Shi Writes

Whatever comes to mind. Sometimes a story I read, sometimes something that came to me while holding my mala beads.

All Writings

I Sat Facing Away From the Door for Three Years, Before I Understood the Chinese Word "Kào Shān"
feng-shui

I Sat Facing Away From the Door for Three Years, Before I Understood the Chinese Word "Kào Shān"

For three years my desk faced away from the corridor, and I thought I was just tired. Then an elder asked: what's behind your seat? In Chinese, a sense of safety is measured by your back — a mountain to lean on. Not superstition, but observation the body already knew. A small story about moving a desk.

10/2/20267 min
One Word Off, Five Hundred Fox Lives: Baizhang's Wild Fox Koan
Zen Stories

One Word Off, Five Hundred Fox Lives: Baizhang's Wild Fox Koan

An old man attended Baizhang's lectures for centuries. He said he was once an abbot who answered a student's question with one wrong word — and fell into a fox's body for five hundred lives. Baizhang changed a single word, and the fox was free. What's the difference? I sat with it for two days: one wants exemption, the other is simply awake.

9/26/20267 min
Too Much Heat: The Word That Won't Translate, and the Weather Inside Your Body
wellness

Too Much Heat: The Word That Won't Translate, and the Weather Inside Your Body

My coworker said stressed. My mom said fire. One word my language has that English can't hold — and a two-thousand-year-old way of reading the body as weather.

9/25/20268 min
My Coworker Takes Melatonin Gummies. My Mother Sent Me a Foot-Soak Basin.
wellness

My Coworker Takes Melatonin Gummies. My Mother Sent Me a Foot-Soak Basin.

A bottle of melatonin gummies from a business trip, a wooden foot-soak basin from my mother — two civilizations answering the same sleepless night. Melatonin shouts "it's dark!" on behalf of the body. Foot soaking invites a mind that has been sprinting all day to finally stop. Insomnia is often not a sleep problem; it's the day's unpaid bill, collected at night. Settle the heart first, then the eyes.

9/19/20269 min
The Only Zodiac Animal Nobody Has Ever Seen
mythology

The Only Zodiac Animal Nobody Has Ever Seen

My coworker Kate asked me where she could see a dragon. I almost said "the zoo." Then I remembered: there is no dragon anywhere in the world. An animal nobody has ever seen — how did it hold a seat in the zodiac for three thousand years?

9/4/20267 min
Ba Duan Jin Went Viral Worldwide. I've Been Doing It for Three Years, and I Have Some Honest Things to Say
wellness

Ba Duan Jin Went Viral Worldwide. I've Been Doing It for Three Years, and I Have Some Honest Things to Say

A blonde girl on TikTok doing Ba Duan Jin with imperfect form. After three years of practice, I realize — it doesn't matter if your form is perfect. What matters is whether you're willing to give your body eight minutes a day.

7/17/202610 min
Seven Purple Circles on My Back: My First Cupping Therapy
wellness

Seven Purple Circles on My Back: My First Cupping Therapy

After three weeks of overtime, my back started protesting. My mom pulled out a bamboo cup inherited from my grandmother and gave me my first cupping session. Seven circular marks — purple, black, red, pink — like moons on my back, like a map of my body.

7/4/20269 min
My Mom Put a Slice of Ginger on My Belly Button and Lit It on Fire: My First Moxibustion
wellness

My Mom Put a Slice of Ginger on My Belly Button and Lit It on Fire: My First Moxibustion

When the temperature dropped, I felt cold to my bones. My mom pulled out moxa sticks and ginger, and gave me my first ginger moxibustion. The moment the heat penetrated through the ginger slice into my body, I understood what "penetration" means.

6/26/20268 min
Three Mouth Ulcers and My Mother Saying: You've Got Fire
wellness

Three Mouth Ulcers and My Mother Saying: You've Got Fire

Mouth sores, acne, sore throat, swollen gums — why does Chinese medicine call all of these the same thing? After retracing a rough week, I started understanding what my body was saying.

6/25/20267 min
Your Body Isn't Broken, It's Clogged: Understanding Dampness in Chinese Medicine
wellness

Your Body Isn't Broken, It's Clogged: Understanding Dampness in Chinese Medicine

A friend visited from the States and felt inexplicably heavy. I brewed adzuki bean tea and talked about dampness in Chinese medicine - not mysticism, just the body speaking.

6/16/202612 min
My Friend Couldn't Sleep for Three Months After Moving: On the Invisible Things in Your Bedroom
feng-shui

My Friend Couldn't Sleep for Three Months After Moving: On the Invisible Things in Your Bedroom

Where your bed faces, which way the mirror points, what's above your head — these little things you thought didn't matter might be quietly stealing your sleep. It's not superstition. It's your body being honest.

6/11/20266 min
The Flower and the Smile: A Moment When Nobody Spoke
Zen Stories

The Flower and the Smile: A Moment When Nobody Spoke

The Buddha picked up a flower at Vulture Peak and said nothing. Mahākāśyapa smiled. A moment of silence from 2,500 years ago became the origin of Zen. What really happened? Maybe no lesson at all — just someone truly seeing a flower.

5/20/20267 min
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