Writings

What Ru Shi Writes

Whatever comes to mind. Sometimes a story I read, sometimes something that came to me while holding my mala beads.

All Writings - zen-koans

One Word Off, Five Hundred Fox Lives: Baizhang's Wild Fox Koan
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One Word Off, Five Hundred Fox Lives: Baizhang's Wild Fox Koan

An old man attended Baizhang's lectures for centuries. He said he was once an abbot who answered a student's question with one wrong word — and fell into a fox's body for five hundred lives. Baizhang changed a single word, and the fox was free. What's the difference? I sat with it for two days: one wants exemption, the other is simply awake.

9/26/20267 min
ChatGPT Asked Me What "I" Means. I Told It the Answer Zen Spent 2,000 Years On
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ChatGPT Asked Me What "I" Means. I Told It the Answer Zen Spent 2,000 Years On

A friend was chatting with ChatGPT when it turned the tables: "When you say 'I,' what do you mean?" Fifteen hundred years ago, a man knelt in the snow asking the same thing. Bodhidharma said: bring me your mind, and I will pacify it. Huike searched — and could not find it. The moment of not-finding is the peace. Not wordplay. You can actually try it.

9/10/20269 min
Clouds in the Sky, Water in the Vase
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Clouds in the Sky, Water in the Vase

A Tang dynasty governor climbed a mountain to ask "What is the Way?" The master pointed up, pointed down, and said eight words: clouds in the sky, water in the vase. We keep feeling real life is somewhere else — maybe it has been in the vase in front of us all along.

8/28/20267 min
Your Own Treasure: Dazhu Huihai and the One Who Searched Outside
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Your Own Treasure: Dazhu Huihai and the One Who Searched Outside

A monk asked Zen Master Dazhu Huihai how to attain the Dharma. Huihai said: "Your own treasure, why not open it?" This story stayed with me for a long time. What we've been searching for might never have been out there.

5/25/20269 min
Danxia Burning the Buddha: When Winter Was Cold, He Chopped the Wooden Buddha for Firewood
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Danxia Burning the Buddha: When Winter Was Cold, He Chopped the Wooden Buddha for Firewood

In the Tang Dynasty winter, Zen master Danxia chopped a wooden Buddha for firewood. The abbot shook with anger, but Danxia said he was burning it to get the relics. This is not sacrilege but a question about attachment and freedom.

5/24/20268 min
The Man Who Lived in a Tree
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The Man Who Lived in a Tree

The Tang poet Bai Juyi visited a Zen master who lived in a tree. The master said the tree was safe — it was Bai Juyi who was in danger. A truth a three-year-old can speak, but an eighty-year-old cannot live.

5/23/20269 min
The Flower and the Smile: A Moment When Nobody Spoke
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The Flower and the Smile: A Moment When Nobody Spoke

The Buddha picked up a flower at Vulture Peak and said nothing. Mahākāśyapa smiled. A moment of silence from 2,500 years ago became the origin of Zen. What really happened? Maybe no lesson at all — just someone truly seeing a flower.

5/20/20267 min
Zhaozhou's Dog: One Question, A Thousand Years of Silence
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Zhaozhou's Dog: One Question, A Thousand Years of Silence

Someone asked Zhaozhou: Does a dog have Buddha-nature? Zhaozhou said: Mu. Just one word that countless people have failed to penetrate for a thousand years. Maybe it's not an answer but a wall — making you crash into it and find all your prepared responses useless.

5/15/20268 min
The Ten Oxherding Pictures: The Person in the Paintings Is Me
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The Ten Oxherding Pictures: The Person in the Paintings Is Me

A couple of days ago I was flipping through an old book and came across a set of woodblock prints. Black and white, very simple. A person, an ox, ten pictures. I wasn't looking at the pictures anymore. I was looking at myself.

5/8/20266 min
"Is That So?" — Three Words I Learned from Zen Master Hakuin
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"Is That So?" — Three Words I Learned from Zen Master Hakuin

Zen Master Hakuin was falsely accused of fathering a child. He didn't defend himself. He just said "Is that so?" — and these three words changed how I see blame and misunderstanding.

5/5/20269 min
Not the Wind, Not the Flag
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Not the Wind, Not the Flag

On a windy day in Guangzhou, a flag flapped outside my window. I stood there watching it and remembered a story from thirteen hundred years ago — two monks arguing about whether it was the wind or the flag that was moving. Huineng said: it's neither. It's your mind that moves. I used to think this was idealism. Now I think it's about something simpler — what makes you suffer isn't what happens outside, but how your mind responds.

5/3/202610 min
A Day Without Work, A Day Without Food: How Master Baizhang Spent His Whole Life Proving That Work Is Practice
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A Day Without Work, A Day Without Food: How Master Baizhang Spent His Whole Life Proving That Work Is Practice

During the Tang Dynasty, an old monk named Huaihai lived on Baizhang Mountain. Every day he worked alongside younger monks. When his disciples hid his tools, he refused to eat. This story has been passed down for over a thousand years.

4/26/20268 min
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